This year started off well but has continued with great difficulty. Heavy experiences that I paid a high price for. At least life kept flowing; I didn’t drag 1393 (2014) into 1394 (2015) to continue it. I didn’t want it to turn out this way, but sometimes there’s nothing you can do except adapt to the conditions and events. In these moments, when those who seem very stubborn share their true feelings with me, I feel that maybe I haven’t strayed too far from the right path. It’s really sad that misfortune has become normal. Not laughing, depression, problems, running around—it all feels too normal. The situation is such that some songs you’ve had for years but never listened to become the only tolerable ones.