This year has been a difficult one for many people, but for me, it’s been particularly trying. The loss of my beloved grandfather has hit me hard, and his passing has left a significant void in my life. The pain of his absence is compounded by the fact that I was too sick to attend his funeral. This was a critical moment in my grieving process and not being able to say goodbye in person has made the loss even harder to bear. The weight of these events has left me feeling completely overwhelmed, and I’ve struggled to come to terms with the darkness that has descended upon me this year. Despite the challenges I’ve faced, I’m trying to find ways to honor my grandfather’s memory and hold onto the happy memories we shared together.